TheBronzeMan

Time invested and time tested again Tryin to take his time. Bein' patient for his fine wine. But never quite enough for this diamond in the rough, he struggles. Wanting to love and be loved, he's caught up in so many troubles. So many thangs or things that only bring him another cross to carry. One of these days his heroism will surely end in another one to bury. Reach out, reach out, spread. Love, lust, and money. Dreams of paradise run amuck in his head. And a dark place has become his bed. A center of his power. A growth hormone for your inner flower. Dripping. In the midst of pleasure that could possibly be. But always hesitat

------ Running ------ Out of breath. Out of patience. Out of love. Out of time. Away from lies. Away from pain. Away from this crumbling kingdom. Away from it all. Away from it with the rubble and debris at my feet. With only myself to blame. With my heart on my sleeve. Unable to concieve the possibility... With the sign on my head that must read " Decieve me" With thoughts of the loneilness when no one believes me. With a set path in mind, unable to decline my course of action. Running Until I too can finally have some satisfaction...

~~~~~~~~~~~~Love and Fair Warning~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It was a sad afternoon. A rainy one. One with a gloomy gray sky that so suited my mood. I knew it was time. This was the end of us, and I had nothing but pain to show for it. In the crowd of dull raincoats I spotted what had to be the only neon blue one in the entire city of New Julel. Thats my girl. My sweet and unsuspecting partner in crime. She had no idea what was to come. The crowd (including my neon blue angel) made its way toward Center Garden, a gathering ground for the dull-coats and home to the statue of Tsal Legna. I sat on a step and waited, watched her appraoch. My heart

Incredible stature, it was her love I was after. I miss everything about her, down to her warm laughter. Heated my soul, inside of her a heart of gold. But I better watch my step I was told. Keep my head up, keep your feelin's to a minimum. Stay strong for your people, but remember keep forgivin' 'em. For their sins, it may even be returned. But reward from God is the realness you have earned. Simple influence, for my pursuance of the truth. It seems as if everyone loves me, even the youth. Everyone but the few in the bottom of my heart. Simply with her is the scene of life I wish to be a part. Include me, with your existential si

*This is where you'll find him* Not in competition. Not in many beds. This is only because he's so so tired of the chase. Tired of the time he has had to waste. Like running in place, its gets him nowhere. And unfair it seems, much like most of life. Rare occasional thoughts of using his own knife. But no coward here. Oh no my dear. I wonder if you realize how much strength it takes to be him, smiling and still trying to help others. I wonder if you know he's romantic. A true energetic. So confident, but sometimes feelin' pathetic. Like time, he too is wasted. Wasted on those taking him for granted. And still he stuggles against

What do I tell her? I was kinda confused. Had a shitty weekend, now my heart's feelin' bruised. No blamin' here, no one to accuse. But goddamn it hurts to have a heart abused. She changed my mind, my whole outlook. Just so amazed at just how long it took. To be a better man. Just to be better than The next fellow, that wanna hold her hand F*ck that yo, I gotta have a betta plan Keep my head up and step high as I can Over the clouds, through the crowds and then some Kind of woman that can respect my handsome Friends wanna take me out to get my dance on Treated even better without my good pants on So I press on, smooth moves 'til